Father teach me to love you more
To love you more when I am happy and sore
There is fullness of joy in your presence
In my high or low, you are my only essence
You loved me with the love unending
Placed me in a family that seeks your ascending
Touched by your grace, moved by your compassion
I learnt your way in my life in this church of Passion
Evangelists, intercessors and worshippers were among them
Everyone in Christ, they sound like a beautiful rhythm
Standing in the gap, preaching your gospel
Worshipping you, each one being a true disciple
Desperate I get, to be a part of any team
It goes far beyond, to the other side of the stream
Longing to do your will I ran a blind race
Without noticing your guidance and your loving grace
Tried to sing, tried to play music in your name
Failure in every attempt, thus turned away in shame
“You are blessed to work as an individual”, said my sister
Confused about your will I started writing this tongue twister
Inferiority kicks in and laziness adds up
Gave way to the enemy for the sadness to stirrup
What am I doing, why am I doing
Who is it for, it’s a complete ruin
While struggling in desperation I heard your still voice
Don’t you want to love me without all these and rejoice?
Realization hits like a mighty storm in the sea
Desiring what is seen and heard, is not my cup of tea
Lord, I will be what and however you want me to be
If you want me to be this, then this is what I will be
Least of all your servants, I’m the donkey who carries you therein
Ready to work hardest, yet not I am, but your grace that is within
True worship is not about music and songs
Intercession is not a fairy language of the monks
Evangelism is neither an ability nor talent of gongs
It’s all about the intimacy with you and to you I belong
Father teach me to fall in love with you forever
To trust and obey you in every endeavour
There is fullness of joy in your presence
In my high or low, you are my only essence
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